Is Our 25th month Anniversary.
I am really pleasure that I am the only one who accompany you for the last 25 months.
I have to say : Thank you cause you let me have a lot of chances to stay beside you, and also pass my 25 months with you.
Meanwhile, although sometimes (i know is FREQUENTLY) I've been in crazy or get mad on something that are shouldn't being in a bad situation, i am still will get crazy and i angry you every time.
I'm so sorry i didn't control my expression well :(
But, at the same time, thank for everything, bebe.
You are the one who keep accommodation for me.
You let me win,
you let me bite,
you let me complains,
you let me scold all over the world,
you let me express my anger through your own self.
Sometimes, i feel just cruel.
because this is the bad way which i always threaten you.
Sometimes, I feel ashamed.
because you are the one who really appreciate our relationship, well i am the only one who suggest the idea of "No Break-Up", but i am the one who keep saying this to you.
Sometimes, I feel childish.
because you are the one who play in mature role, and guide me when i'm upset.
Sometimes, I feel brutal.
because i am the one who always let me do what i like.
Sometimes, I feel week.
You will stay beside me and give me fully support.
Sometimes, I am greedy.
I don't let even let you get your freedom, well you give me a lots.
Sometimes, I don't even care about you when i decided to do something really bad to you,
but you do.
You are more mature than me.
More braver, more equality, more caring, more lovely and lastly, more honestly.
I like the way when i'm going to pissed off, you hug me tightly no matter how strong i reject your hug.
I like the way when i'm gonna to scold you, yell at you, cry in front of you, "lao gai" in front of you, you will kiss me to let me stop all childish steps.
The way you do, can let me stay calm and think maturely :)
I hate myself, when i am the one who provoke the problems, and then start a fight or argument with you.
I am so childish.
I hate myself, when i promise you to change my problems, and i didn't keep my promises.
I am so hate-able.
Sometimes, people asked: Why you fall in love with him?
And i replied: There's no answer for it.
But actually, i do know.
"Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind" - William Shakespeare
I know you love me more than I love you.
I know my mind, i know what i want, what i need.
I know my temper, not everyone can resist it.
I am not a nice girl, not even pretty.
The one who can resist my disadvantage, he put a lot of effort in it.
Which the person will be you, Tan Ken Sheng.
I am so sorry what I've done to you recently.
But what i trying to do actually is the same:- I love you, i want to be with you.
I admit i am not the 100% girlfriend for you.
But i am 50% girlfriend for you, and you are my 50% boyfriend for me.
50% + 50% = 100%
Let's be together forever, and after 8 more years, we can be marry!
Do you still remember what's songs gonna put at our wedding dinner?
;-) You'll always be my hero!











